Torn apart and ripped at the seam Damaged, broken, begging to be free Purchased, distorted Contorted till I bleed You placed the blame Then ‘let me be’ Disowned and told to make my leave I beg and plead to … Continue reading The Time Will Come
Oh my. The farther along today goes, the more I find myself refocusing on the here and now. My son is having fun writing out for me an assignment I gave him to do while he watches movies – … Continue reading Shame is optional.
This is something I wrote initially as a vent about 2.5 years ago. In an odd way I feel this writing to be the cornerstone of Forsaken Phoenix. Dissociative Identity Disorder is a very stigmatized, and in all honesty, feared … Continue reading Our Hope
“Do not let your fire go out. Do not let the hero in your soul perish in lonely frustration for the life you deserved and have never been able to reach. The world you desire can be won. It exists.. … Continue reading Something to remember..
Lately I’ve been having flashbacks at night of things I just don’t talk about. It’s easier that way, I guess? I finally bit the bullet and told T I wanted to talk about it – that I need to work … Continue reading Urg
So I’ve officially been outvoted. We don’t share system mapping without a majority vote and now we have one. I got a good reminder that trust is something beneficial and necessary. ….and right now …. Well, I guess it makes … Continue reading I’ve been outvoted.
hola. me llamo Claudia. hoy es el quince de octubre de mil novecientos noventa y dos. me gusta queso y hamburguesas. soy triste. ¿que tal? ¿como te llamas? buenas noches ~~ Hello. My name is Claudia. Today is October … Continue reading hola
Lately I’ve been struggling with feelings of helplessness, frustration, agitation, and strooooong mama bear instincts with my son and his schooling. He has ADHD and is on the autism spectrum. “He can be a handful” or so I’ve been told. … Continue reading To whom it may concern…
Dear specific human being: If I knew I could have an adult conversation with you and not be belittled, degraded, or lied to at every bend ….. I would But I know you – therefore I know that’s not possible … Continue reading Just thinking
I tried to write a blog but all I ended up with was word vomit of detailed memory after memory I’m not ready to face … after… yea.. so here are some pictures that would have been posted with the … Continue reading Pictures
I saw T yesterday he asked if would help to see him more than one time a week it would but scheduling is so hard so i’m on a cancellation list for the couple days a week i have available … Continue reading Word vomit
Jer asked that I write but I have no words so here are some pictures Libby. Continue reading No Words
With heavy heart And shattered soul I hide in shame my burdens untold Many lives lost my shell intact pools of blood which drip the last? Toxic memories saturated in death reliving the moment you took your last … Continue reading Dead Inside